Date: 27th March 2021
How do you act normally? I mean when you know someone is dying and you just can't save her, You stay happy? You fake smile every day? You hold your tears?
I never saw anyone dying in front of me, I just saw the dead body, but this time it's different, it's foxy who is dying every day in front of me and I just can't do anything, She has been diagnosed with Liver Cancer, I can see tears in her eyes and I just can't hold it up but I had to, I need to make her last days memorable.
It's so hard to play hard when you are soft, I know she is suffering, She can't speak but I can understand she needs us but we are helpless, Me, Mom & Dad are just holding our tears, She is just like our baby, My mom feeds her with her own hand, I don't know why but I guess that's how everything works right, You come and you had to go someday.
Date: 31st March 2021
She's no more.
Date: 17th April 2021
It's been 17 days and I still miss her, I don't know why but I miss her presence, I still try to find her, maybe she is doing some kind of prank, but I feel empty without her, I just hold my tears because that's what I have been doing all my life.
I can never forget her because she was my everything, I have always held her in my arms, although we got a new dog, He is Shiro but you know Don was different, Foxy was different & Shiro is different, We cared our foxy just like a kid.
My heart felt it when she was diagnosed with Liver Cancer, that she will leave me soon, but I never thought that she will leave me this soon, I regret and I will always regret it.
There's emptiness in this house, my eyes still look out for you...
There's nothing more I can write about her, I just miss her a lot. I hope she is sleeping well up there, she is eating her food on time and she isn't missing me...
She'll never die my friend, always alive in our hearts.
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