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Depression, Anxiety, Hate, Lonely, and the list will go on, we all suffer from this and admitting to family or friends that you are feeling a bit blue is difficult. Confessing that you are feeling lonely is also difficult. It takes courage to admit that something is not right.

It's just a simple task, what I have done to myself? A sad face behind my smiling face? Tears flowing, And I am still thinking that why I am crying. I can relate to those leaves which lay, lifeless and brown. 

Getting used to that pain was something which I never thought of, Crying every day was in my routine, missing everyone was in my routine. my all strength was gone. I stumble and fall and wasn't able to break down this terrible wall and I am glad that depression has become my past. 

Have I told you lately that I love you, yes I do, I feel good whenever your name pops up, I feel good whenever I hear your voice, yes you are very far but still, It feels like you are right beside me,  Thanks for making me feel like this, a special type of person.

You are the reason that I am getting my old smile back, I know I am over saying this but this is true, your voice, your eyes, your flaws, makes me have a crush on you again. Those weird talks, Yes I am in love with that.

Yes, I miss you, but moreover, I am scared for you that are you fine or not, Are you smiling or not, these questions always come in my mind, and when I hear your voice all these questions are cleared, Yes, I feel good when you tell me about your day, Yes, I feel good when you tell me each and everything.

Your smile summarizes my day, Yes, I go back to my gallery and see your pictures not because I miss you, just because those eyes and that smile says everything.

I wish my outside behaves just like my inside and then you will know how mad I am in love with your ways.

And now when I talk to you and when I write about you, I wish that please Be my perfect ending?